Then I think what you need is a counselor that can help you manage it. There is this thing about Forex that if you are not disciplined enough to suppress your thoughts, imaginations, curiosity and anxiety, you will keep losing even when you have made some profits.I believe in the song: old happits die hard. I am as you have a bad happit during trading called foolishness. Cos i didnt prevent myself doing the same mistake. The mistake is that i am ordering a high lot thinking i will make a big money in a short period. I dont even wait for the market trend to be clear enough. What forex needs is patience and i dont have it.